This is actually probably one onf the longest times I've gone without writing to you. That doesnt mean you arent in my thoughts. I think about you soo much George. About everything we've shared in the past and about everything that we could've shared. You had so much to offer in life, and a lot of that was achieved in the 18 years of your life, but still there were a lot of other important tasks you should have accomplished: college, carreer, marriage, children. It breaks my heart that all of those things were taken away from you. Whatever you were going to do with the rest of your life would have been amazing, because you were an amazing person. Everything you did, you out your all into it, even being a friend. : )
I miss you so much. One of my best friends I've ever had was taken away. You were the one I would always turn to when things were rough, or when I was down to have a good time, or when I just wanted to sit and talk. I miss you and everything about you. My wishes are nothing more then for you to come back, but all I can hope is that you know how much I miss you, what I've always though of you, and that you continue to look down on me, because I'm always looking up to you.
I had a dream over the weekend about you. And everytime I had a dream about you, it is the same exact concept. The dreams are very special to me, and something that I'm glad happends, its something to two of us get to share even tho your not here anymore. I miss you soooo very much. Keep coming to visit me in my dreams!! See you soon!!!
Missing You So Much......... / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Missing You So Much......... / Carol Weill (Mother)
Today and every day I find myself just sitting and thinking what if... I can't stand the fact that you are forever gone from my life. Its something I never thought of and really wish I didn't have to deal with it. So much has changed in the three years without you, and I have problems dealing with that too. Life to me seems so unfair, that someone like you isn't here to make a difference in lives. I ride by the telephone pole and think about that day and the accident and ask myself why over and over again. I am so unhappy with everything and can't seem to shake the sad feelings inside. I feel so lost without you here, a big part of my life ended that January morning. Nancy and Tom and Tommy and Mary have been a big part of my life, but that is only half of my life. A major part is missing and it hurts. Smile down from the stars on me and know that I miss you and love you and will forever think about how wonderful a person you were and possibility how much better a person you could have been. What a difference you could have made, if only.... Love Forever and ever... Close
It has been a real long time since I wrote on here. I just want you to know that I do think of you and your family and pray for you up in heaven and your family as they get through the pain of your lost. As I sit and think of all the memories from the first time I met you till the last time I saw your family I start to realize that I have grown so much since then. When you passed away I was at a lost. Not long before that had my own cousin been taken away from me. I sat and I sat and wondered WHY? WHY? WHY? Why do good people pass. Why does the young have to just leave. Now that I am older and now that I have a better understanding for life I don't question Why anymore. I have a better understanding for things and walk very strong in my faith with God. I don't question his ways anymore. The old cliche' every thing happens for a reason was just something said to me but I never really knew the effect of it nor the meaning. But it truly is true- Everything does happen for a reason. There is a reason why you lived the life you lived for the amount of time you lived it. Although it is not fair in the end you lived your life and left a remarkable mark and memory on MANY peoples lives. As I get older I learn to cope with death, and learn my meaning and purpose here on Earth. I just would like to ask that you help your family and friends who have not yet realized this. The pain of your lost will live with them forever. But I ask that you help them heal the wound of your lost. Other's may argue this, but I know that the purpose of life is not to live long it is to do everything in your power to live life on Earth well, so that you may live the Eternal Life in Heaven with our Father, Lord Jesus Christ. Mourning your death is something that your friends and family will do forever but give them strength and courage to celebrate the life you lived. I ask and pray that you give them strength to get through the grand lost of losing you. I ask that you help them to not question why. I know it's hard to not wonder this but the answer to this question will one day be answered when we are all sharing the after life together.
So I pray a prayer to your friends and family:
Lord I thank you for placing such a wonderful being, George Weill, in our presences. Father God I pray that you place your faith in this family and everyone George Weill bestowed his presence upon. I ask that you guide his friends and family to the light of the Lord and not question your reasons. But that they place the faith in your hands and know you are the way, the truth, and the light. You are the Light to their obscurity. Heal them from their lifetime wound and help them. Pray that George has entered the heavily gates and is now in the presence of the most powerful being Our God, Our Father.
In the name of the Father, The Son, and the Holy Spirit... Amen.
I hope this prayer can help your family and friends and that they see the light of the Lord. Help them George. We all miss you very much. Shine to us from up above.
All my love,
God Bless: until we meet again.
P.S On 6-16-08 I lost my Uncle to a battle with throat Cancer. Guide him through Heaven. Thank you.
Father's Day Memories / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Father's Day Memories / Carol Weill (Mother)
As usual my thoughts turn to you and the joy and happiness you and Nancy gave me during your lifetime. You both gave me so much joy and happiness and its so hard to think that it has ended since you left us. I can only wish and think about how great a Father you would have been to your children because of the wonderful Son you were to me. The greatness would have certainly rubbed off on your children! I miss you so much every day and like I have said before so many times, I can only wish and just think about the what if's..... Smile down from the stars on me and know you are loved, missed and remembered with so much love and saddness.. Close
3 Years & 5 Months... / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
3 Years & 5 Months... / Carol Weill (Mother)
Today 6/13/08 is another notch in the days of my missing and hurting for you. I miss you today and everyday and it doesn't get any easier in remembering you. The good people leave us way to soon and the bad people stay around for a much longer time. Somthing is definately wrong with that! I will always miss you and I will always think about you and the so many things that just will never happen, its hard on me. So much has happened since you left us and I know if you were here, your knowledge of every day life, that these things wouldn't have happened. Nothing is the same without you. I can't stand life and the fact that you are not here. Smile down from the stars on me and know that I miss you and love you and will always have the greatest and fondest memories of just how Special a Son you were to me. Love forever... Close
Missing & Thinking of You... / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Missing & Thinking of You... / Carol Weill (Mother)
I miss you today and think of you every day and each day it hurts so much. I am having a hard time dealing without you, its the hardiest thing I have ever had to do. Life is so unfair and I really can't stand you not being here. You are missed & loved so much. Smile down from the stars on me and know I think about you all the time. Close
Hey George i'm sorry i havn't wrote u in a while but i still think about you everyday. I miss you so much. I wish I could talk to you like how we used to. You meant so much to me and still do. You aways knew how to make me feel better when everything was messed up in my life. I know your watchin over me now. I never thought that this would ever happen. I love you so much and it hurts so bad that your not here.
I dream about you all the time. It's weird because in my dreams I know your gone and you come to confort me. Thank you! It really means alot that you visit me. I will never forget you my love.. I love you always.
Memorial Day Holiday / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Memorial Day Holiday / Carol Weill (Mother)
Well another memory comes again, the start of the Memorial Day Holiday and the summer fun. I remember how much you enjoyed the summer months with your friends, you always had a good time during the summer. So many memories from such a short life, its just not fair!! I can only imagine how many more memories if only.....I miss you so much summer, fall, winter and spring, it really doesn't matter what season it is. I will always miss you... Smile down from the stars on me and know you are loved, missed and remembered always... Close
May 13th / Carol Weill (Mother)
I tried to get on the site and was having a hard time yesterday so today I am trying again. I just want to say that the 13th of every month brings so many memories of you, ones that make me sad each day. 3 years and 4 months later the hurt inside is still so strong. I am still having a hard time trying to cope with the loss of you. I can't for the life of me understand what happened that January morning and why... Nothing makes sense to me how the accident could have happened and without answers, it makes the loss of you so much harder to handle. I have asked myself thousands of times, why my Son... You had so much potential and was so full of life and ready to make a difference in the world and yet you never got that chance. I miss you so much and everyday is still so hard. Certain times of the year and certain sights of happy things, make me miss you again and again. I remember my wishes for you since the day you were born, and for the 18 years of your life those wishes came true. You made me so proud of you and what you did. But now I only can remember and it breaks my heart because you were taken away from me way to soon. Smile down from the stars on me and know that you are loved and missed so much today and always... Close
Hey you! I wanted to write on here for mothers day but my computer wasnt letting me get on ur site. I wanted to tell you how much of a great person you were and im sure an even better son. your mom is so lucky to be your mom, and im sure when mothers day comes it makes her happy and sad at the same time. Even tho I'm a couple days late, I wanted to wish Carol a Happy Mothers Day. You are most of the reason George was the wonderful person he was. He always had such a caring mother to turn to. I remember many favors and advice and different things George would come to you with and you were always there. Thanks for bringing such a special person into the world! Happy Mothers Day again! Miss you George, Hope your lookin down on all of us. Love you!
Happy Mother's Day Thoughts.. / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Happy Mother's Day Thoughts.. / Carol Weill (Mother)
Mother's Day is a day to honor all Mothers, and I can honestly say that you made my time with you so Special and full of happy memories. I will always treasure the happy Son with the full of life face and always smiling and just a great joy to have as a Son and friend. You made me so proud of you in everything you did and yes there were some hard times and lots of happy times, but we managed to always find the happiness and make the memories that mean so much to me now. I will miss you forever and each day is just as hard as the day before. I am so proud of you in what you accomplished in your 18 years of life. Of course I know that I am missing out on the best years after 18 cause I will never know what could have been, but knowing you, I can only think it would have been so much better. You had a very Special Way about you and I will miss that bond forever. Smile down from the stars on me and know that you are loved and missed so much today and always. Close
hey darlin! i am droppin by to let you knwo im thinkin of ya, even tho im sure u should know that by now. i think about you all the time, way more then i get the chance to come on here to write to you. ive been so crazy, especially preparing for my nursing final thats on tuesday, so i hope youll be lookin down on me that day. i need an angel to help me get through.... but neway, wish you were here, you should be down here celebrating with me. thats one thing we did best, was have a good time. i miss that so much. you were the one person i could be stupid with and have lots of fun. i always had the best time with you. even when u got your tonsils out and greg and i came over that very same day cuz u werent aloud out. you couldnt talk, and would have to write everything down, it was soo funny. greg and i were laughin at you all day, lol! even when you couldnt talk you had a way to get us to crack up. i miss you soo much george and will never stop loving you. i hope you knwo that! but im going to go, gianna is calling me, its time to read her good night books. ill be back on here soon to write. in the meanwhile, look down on me. love you!! x0x0x0
Thinking of You Always.. / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Thinking of You Always.. / Carol Weill (Mother)
Well its the end of April, another month has gone by and still I am having a hard time believing you are gone. So many things I see and hear and remember makes me miss you so much more each day. If only...... My questions are still why? and how come you? and what caused the accident? Its been really hard for me. Life is not fair at all!! I miss you so much today and always. Smile down from the stars on me and know you are loved, missed and remembered today and always. Close
Mary's 3rd Birthday.. / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Mary's 3rd Birthday.. / Carol Weill (Mother)
Its so hard to believe that you were taken from us 3 years ago. Mary just celebrated her 3rd Birthday on Saturday April 26th. I know you were with us as we had her birthday party because you are always with us in our hearts. I miss you so much today and always and that is something I will never get over. Smile down from the stars on me and know that you are loved & missed. Close
its been a while / Christine Lopez (puerto rican wifey...lol )Read >>
its been a while / Christine Lopez (puerto rican wifey...lol )
I know its been a while since i wrote here last. I miss you my georgey! It is amazing that still to this day i cant get over you being gone! when i start thinking about high school and all the friends i had, i always think of you and i want to call you to see how you are! And i always have to remind myself that i cant. I miss you and i want you to know i wont ever forget you! Even writing this is hard for me.... I wasnt able to get to a computer but happy belated birthday young buck! lol remember i always made fun of you for being younger than me ( only by a couple days). I will continue to pray for your soul..that Jesus keeps you close. I love you and miss you... Christine aka your puerto rican wifey! Close
Back from Trip & Still Missing You So Much... / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Back from Trip & Still Missing You So Much... / Carol Weill (Mother)
George, I had a wonderful time in Anaheim, California and I did think about you and just wished for you to experience trips too. I can't stop thinking about you and the way your lived your short life, so much expectations and all. I know you by now would have been settling down and making great money and of course adding to your endless list of friends. But unfortunately I know that thinking all that makes me feel so sad and lost without you cause I know it will never happen. You lived your life to the fullest and enjoyed everything you did. I also know you loved your friends as if they were your family too, so its hard to lose someone like you. I know in my heart the handful of great friends you had cause they write on here all the time, to those friends, I truly feel the pain you are feeling knowing what has been taken away from us. I know its hard and I also know that life does go on. I know too that nothing will ever be the same again without George here each day to make things happen. Its so funny how a Mother knows our Children's true friends, something we are blessed with having and I know who was George's true friends. George I will miss you forever and I'll remember you always with such great memories. Smile down from the stars on me and know you are loved and missed so much... Close
Thinkin of ya! / Kemalynn Grimaldi (Friend)Read >>
Thinkin of ya! / Kemalynn Grimaldi (Friend)
Hey sweetie! I was sitting here thinkin of you and I wanted to come on here to show my love. Life gets so crazy sometimes that I get caught up and dont take time to stop and think of the past. So many things in my life have changed since youve been gone. Life just isn't the same as it was when we were younger. Before everyhting was great and it never crossed our minds that life wouldnt turn out the way we thought it would. But guess what? Obviously it did. We always thought you'd still be here. and we would always be friends. Some even swore that we'd grow up and get married...lol! We went through alot over the years, so many wonderful times. Life now is soo different, it could never compare to then. You were the best a friend could have, the 1 person I could always count on for whatever. We always had sooo much fun....you were definately the life of the party. I miss you so much George. Why things happen the way they do will never be explained. The one thing I do know is that you will forever live in my heart and i will never forget about you. I carry your pic with me everyday, everywhere. I have a box of our memories together, and my mind is filled with our past. Even though your not physically here, your with me everyday, i knwo that. Your thought about and talked about, you will never be forgotten. I love you forver. ~~kemalynn x0x0 Close
Just wanted to tell you how nice and lovely Nancy & Tom wedding vow ceremony was today. 5 yr Anniversary was today. Nancy, Tom, Tommy and Mary looked very nice and wow she did a lot to make it so nice. I am cleaning now and getting ready to travel early in the morning but I wanted to write to you again. Watch over me and smile down from the stars on me and know just how much I miss and love you.
Friday 4/11/08 / Carol Weill (Mother)
Today will be the last day to send my love to you,until I get back from my conference trip. I know how Special you are and always will be and I feel good having the good feelings inside my broken heart of you. I miss you so much each day. Please watch over Nancy and Tom tomorrow as they renew their wedding vows at the Church. Let them feel your presence and love that you always gave. Smile down from the stars on me and know you are missed and loved and will always be remembered forever. Close
Thinking of You Again... / Carol Weill (Mother)Read >>
Thinking of You Again... / Carol Weill (Mother)
Today is Thursday April 10th and my thoughts are of you once again. I truly miss seeing you and hearing your voice and just watching you dance around the floor. Nothing has been the same since you left and unfortunately it never will be again. You were truly one of a kind.... Thank you to everyone for the flowers, balloons and birthday wishes for George, I know how hard it is without him and I want to let you know that I appreciate the many thoughts and expression of love towards him. My heart will never mend and I'll never get over losing someone so Special, but I know when I read on this site the love comes through the words to me and it helps me through each day. I am going on a conference to California on Sunday the 13th so I won't be able to write to you until I get back on the 18th, but rest assured that I will think about you always and miss you just the same here and in California. Smile down from the stars on me and know that you are missed, remembered and loved so much today and always. Love Forever... Close