thinking / Erica Carrillo (my brother )
i just got on here because i have been thinkin about you alot. the other night i was at angie house and she read this poem to me and it fit you so perfect it made me cry just thinking about wat it said. i wish i could change that january 13 day but i know i cant i just have so many un answered questions and just wondering why? why you? you were so smart and had so much goin for your self. but i guess i will never know why or what happened that morning. I love and miss you so much. I goin to put the poem on here. i love you
Five Minutes
If i only had five minutes the day you passed away
I would have had time to tell you all the things i needed to say.
i never got to tell you how much you meant to me
Or that you were the best friend better than any man could be.
The last time that i talked to you
i wish i would have known.
I would have said I love you
and kept you on the phone.
If I only had five minutes
the day you passed away
I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big smile.
I'd tell you that i don't think i could live without you
not even for awhile.
I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to go more than you'll ever know.
But you were gone so quickly
One last car ride you'd take.
Before you even knew it
you were standing at heavens gate.
Now God has called upon you
It's time yo get your wings.
To leave this life behind you
And enjoy all of heavens beautiful things.
So wait for me in heaven Georgey
Don't let me come alone.
The day the angels come for me
Please be there to bring me home.
I love and miss you so much
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